Between male and female, my reasoning makes sometimes long runs.
I often start impulsively in one way or the other one, than start developing according to different circumstances.
Sometimes I am immediate and burn everything. Some other times I need to read again, refine, cut-paste.
That’s a kind of “purgatorio”. As taught by oriental philosophy, you spend time “watching your thoughts evolving”.
That is the snake in me. Someone could say a flag blowing, but it is a snake. For this reason, better not being a hacker who sees everything, better being the last user and see the final version.
Hackers are becoming like “priests for confessing” or simple “unwanted psychologists”. But they always obey to someone higher. Waiting to know them.